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Dedications =D

Hey ppl! doing dedication now~~

Going by alphabet order~! This dedication is for FO and all the 2J boys plus my few good fren :D

Alicia =D
haha, i rmbr since last year u have been there, giving me good advices. Thanks for that =D
Haha i rmb that u withstand a lot of my singing. So 辛苦你了 hahha =D Really thanks a lot! Haha i will really miss ur 說的很直接的話. hahahah i really glad that you turn up for all except the First FO hahahah. i still rmbr that time that we ate at corliss' house, we tease u cuz of soem changing incident hahahahhaha. that memory will stay with me till the day i die XD hahah. good luck for future and take care okay =D

Bernice=D
Hahah. hello ex tablemate :D really glad to have met you. you listen to my worries last time and you listen to my singing and help me quite a lot of times. Thanks you for making yourself such good tablemates hahaha. Glad to have known you, and hahah hope you will continue listening to my crap talk, hahhaha few times we went to library with other ppl is memorable =D i will never forget that time ken and u chatting then he spammed that emoticon. hahahha good luck for future =D

Chenfang =D
Thanks for being such a good chairperson =D Your efforts are really appreciated! so glad that u got the award =D hahah. ur blur blurness is so funny la. then sometime when we are talking u will lag one and dont understand wad is happening hahaha, super blur and funny la u :D hahaha i still rmbr that timeu dun let me eat the macroni lor, so bad la u ><. hahaha. FO that time u also so funny, shout so loud muahahahah. hahah it is really funny to have u around. i will miss you a lot next year(cuz no more blur blur chairwoman who will stop a growing boy from eating his food) Take care chenfang! =D

Corliss =D
Thank you for chatting with me sometimes when i am bored haha. U turned up fo all the FOs! I still have all the neos we have taken. hahah. i still rmbr so many happy moments and jokes we had during hte FOs haha. and i rmb that u like crayon shinchan too hahahaha. Your house the massage chair is super nice luh but istill have phobia of it (cuz zy keep torturing me on the chair). hahaha the cake u all bake is sort of cool haha. juz that i ate too much and is still kind of scared of cake now hahah. Ur vid really very moving lor i cried so much seeing that video. Hahah. i am glad that we started the FO thing! I love FO! hahah! All the best for your future! :D

Ee Sheng =D
Hey! Hahhah. No More poking from you anymore. Hahah maybe i gonna miss it :O Hahah thanks for chatting with me all this 2 years. hhaha. thanks for asking me out to go to library to mug this year. All this time thanks for supporting me hahah especially when u went to Revel. hahah. i heard U made some revel jokes. muz tell em next time okay? Good luck for you future! =D

Jacelyn=D
hahah. hellos. i rmbr u last year veri funny when we went for FO hahah. Hahah how come this year suddenly u so into K-pop. hahah u even pestered me to listen to super junior song hahha, but they are cool alright. hahah the one they dress up as girl veri funny hahahahahha, i will never forget that as long as i live ;D hahah jiayou for your future ;D thanks for all this times over the 2 years :D hahaha

Jing Hua =D
Hey jinghua! Thanks for tolerating me all this time. Be it my suaning, my pinching. my poking, my threatening, u tolerated all. I really really really appreciate your friendship. though most probably we wont be in same class anymore, i really really hope we still stay in contact. Thanks for mapling with me and staying with me by the side all the time.

JianRong =D
hahah. thanks for staying by my side all these 2 years. i still rmbr the time we went to ur house to play SF. hahah, ur parents are very nice ^^ Thanks for listening to me crap and sing all this time. i really appreciate you listening to my stupid complaints and grumbles. You are the only one who waited for me during recess, and i really appreciate that, and i wish you all the best in your future. i hope we can still stay in contact in future.

Ken=D
Hahahh. thanks so much for being spontaneous in class and supporting me so much, i really appreciate your support and help. you gave me advices and helped me so much. hahah . u also introduced me to a lot of things (: hahah. u defintely made my life much much more fun :D. I will never forget the amount of food u force me eat :D hahah. good luck in acheiving the weight u wan and ur desired 6 packs hahahaha :D jy!! :D

Kelvin =D
Hahah, you been the mastermind behind all my teesiaoing all this time. but then i gotten so used to it that i think it would be weird if i dun get poke even for one time a day lol. haha we can still see each other during cca in future. i am really glad to have met you. even though you might have been bullying me all this time, you also been supporting me all this while. Thanks so much! Take acre okay?

Kirsten =D
Hellos. This 2 years really thank you for being so nice to me. hahah you have helped me so much and i really appreciate it :D i Will forever remember that time how i made you and felicia and weilin and ken(2E) laugh when the flying ds occured. hahaha i really appreciate you playing so many games with me on facebook and listening to me all the worries and speak up for me. thanks so much (: i really appreciate your help for everything all this while. Good luck in future okay (:

Lynn=D
Hellos. Thanks for supporting me all this times. Hahah thanks for speaking up for me when ppl bully me (: haha, i will miss you a lot. i guess i am so used to hear your questions in lessons that it will be weird to not hear it anymore. Never give up hope in studying. if you have questions in sch work u can always ask me over msn. i am glad to meet you. i really appreciate you encouragement and support. Never forget me okay?

Peihao=D
Hahah, the Schools best chairman! hahaha=D Thanks for supporting me all this time. You rocks you know. haha my singing muz have been tough for u to bear :D hahaha. thanks for listening to me crap all the time. u are the cleveres and the best chairman i ever met :D hahha you defintely is one of my most trustworthy fren =D Ty so much for all you have done this 2 years :D my singing will improve de so u muz continue listen to me sing okay ? :D

Rachel=D
hhahah. you are a super responsible SC luh! hahah thanks for the card and the presents u gave me. Hahahha. thanks for helping me clear zeming of a false thought that time hahaha. You must jiayou in future, regardless of council work or studies hahah. ur cca also super busy. ur time management skill is so good la, not like me always running out of time. hahaha.Good Luck in future.

Waikit =D
Yo bro! hahah thanks for treating me so many free lunches at ur shop ;D hahah thanks for listening and singing with me, and being one of my bestfriends for these 2 years. do come to me if you nid anymore help on your human relationship skills XD hahah thanks for your support and friendship. you are really one good fren,but unfortunately u still cant win me ing singing, lameness and randomness hahaha. Jiayou for future, good luck!

Weining=D
Hellos. hahah i will still see you during cca. but anyway hahah thanks for being so nice and be supportive of me as an cca exco hahaha. Good luck on certain things (winks). haha u are quite funny sometimes hahaha. when u get marry muz send me invitation hor =D Hahahh muz go FO next time ah! hahah good lucj for future :D

Xing Chun =D
Hello! My good good friend who accompanied me for jap for 1 1/2 year, Thanks for fetching me to MRT during this period. haha you are also very funny la (refer to ur sphagetti hair and your bumping with zhaoyuan hahahaha). HAHAHA muz jiayou for your future. i will never forget you and your SF craziness (not to mention ur savannah plain hahahahaha).

Yixin=D
hellos. i muz say i really thank you a lot. i appreciate your friendship alot. i thank you for listening to all my worries, sorry and complains. thanks so much for cheering me up everytime. u muz really have more confident in yourself and stop stressing yourself. Believe it yourself! you can do it! Hahah. We must still have FO okay? hahahah. Jiayou!

YueChen =D
hellos. hahah you veri ke lian lor everytime groupwork also do with girl haha. but i really thank you for being so nice to me la haha. u muz rao guo jh lor or else he veri ke lian ahhaha. hahah are you still gonna play ur duel master? U can always come find me if you nid help hahaha :] Jiayou for your future you can do it!

Zhaoyuan =D
哈哈哈，老釗﹗你是我最好的朋友。這兩年真的很謝謝你，帶給我這麼多歡笑和快樂。我們的兄弟之情我會永生無忘的。哈哈哈，你一定要繼續堅持你地個性哦﹗你的幽默風趣，是無人能取代的。不過別在那麼白木在上課時頂撞老師啊﹗哈哈，兩年來跟你相處的好愉快。雖然我們常常鬥嘴，不過我很高興能認識你。不過你不用擔心，我總有一天會找出你喜歡的人﹗哈哈，我會把你的話銘記在心的，如果有來生，我願做你的弟弟哈哈。加油吧，繼續寫你的時吧﹗我相信你將來會大有成就的，哈哈﹗加油吧﹗我們一定會再會的﹗

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下午 10:55,
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我愛2J 〈３〈３〈３

This is gonna be a very long post. so bear with me.
First!

The last day of sch.. 2J last time as a class ): ): ): ): D: D; D; D;
時間過的真快吧？我們第一天來到2J 的那個場景就想昨天一樣。當時，大家都是個陌生人，各個都不知道，這些人將會成為生命中不可缺的人。我們這一班，因為緣份而聚集在一起。但也因此，2J 也變成了大家無法缺少的一部份。

在這個班里，我們一起歡笑，一起流淚，一起流汗，一起渡過了考試。淚水和歡笑的交織，使我們變得更珍惜彼此，也更愛2J 了。當然，我們當初哪裡有這麼團結？Ｅ&ＣＷｅｅｋ，是2J 的一個轉折點。那個禮拜里，與其他班的競爭，讓2J 的心團結了起來，2J也因此名聲大噪。

不過，遺憾的是，時間過的很快。轉眼間2J 已進入年未，而正當我們已經變成好朋友，也更了解全班時，選科的壓力逐漸逼來。我們頓時發現，2J 能在一起的時間剩好少。更可惡的是，年末考試逐漸逼近。終於，考試完了，解脫了，可是沒想到我們只剩短短的三個禮拜。

許多人當然感到不舍，包括我在內。畢竟2J 是我們共渡了這麼多快樂的回憶的一班。我很愛2J ，也很愛2J 的每一位同學。我們是一班，一起共渡了這麼多事的同班同學，現在要離別面對這麼多新面孔，新環境，新班級。這一切都好陌生。我們並不想分，但是我們別無選擇。

這麼多不確定，這麼多未知，但有一件事是確定的。我們都很愛2J ，也都捨不得2J ，也不會忘記2J 的這段日子。我們更不會忘記讓2J 這麼難忘的每一位同學。每一個人的個性，就是讓2J這麼特別的原因。雖然我們不再是一個班了，但在我們心里，我們永遠是記得這個班的。

2J 是陪我渡過一切的班級，是我第一次找到自信的班級，也是我最愛的班級。也因為有我這麼多最好的朋友，令我更放不下2J 。但是我要告訴2J 的每個人，我愛2J,也愛你們 ﹗我永遠不會忘記2J 這個傳奇的﹗

Looks like i am gonna miss 2J so much... while typing , i was just so overwhelmed and with the 2J vid, that i totally broke down. i cried for half an hour non stop.(i sound like a howling wolf).

2J, I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU! <3<3!

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上午 5:21,
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REVEL WAS A SUCCESS!

WEEE! Today was a really great day! starting of the day i received geog, hist and part of CL paper 1. though geog got A2 for paper but whole year overall A1 so should be good. and i am really really happy with my history. i cant believe i got A1 for hist. omg i am damn happy especially with a high score somemore. OMG~~~! =D then after sch was revel. was originally quite nervous about my performance, but then when i got on stage i realised i wasnt as nervous as i expected i would be. i sang and the judges gave comment. there was quite a lot of thingsi have to improve on. but nevertheless i was still quite satisfied with myself. i done better than i expected and i am really glad about that. i will do quite a lot to improve my singing ^^.

Anyway really thanks so many people for supporting me in Revel, either by encouragement or by going there to watch me:D:D:D the people who wnet their to watch me, namely yixin, weining, corliss, ken, peihao, ee sheng, kelvin I really really veri Appreciate ur presence.=D it made me feel more confident! Haha today was really great.

Though i had not gotten first, i feel like a winner, afterall i think i done well(but i can still do better) and i have nothing to regret. so cheers! Revel is a success! :D

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上午 3:28,
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天灰灰，雨濛濛

今天真是個悲傷的一天。

我只不過像找個歸宿，難道有這麼困難嗎？

我一直以為，我是屬於這個大魚缸的。可是，就在我以為我可以信賴這個歸宿時，我被拒絕于門外。想想以前的那些回憶，我不禁想問問自己，到底我這麼拼命是為了什麼？我一直以來都只是想要屬於一個地方。難道這太過分了嗎？我是多依靠這個魚缸的，可是卻沒人理解。難道沒人看得出來，我並不屬於那一棟綠色的房屋，而是比較適合這個大魚缸嗎？

的確，綠色的房屋里，有許多歡迎我的人，可是，我也感受的出，許多人其實不認為我應該屬於那里。我後悔了。當初做出這個選擇。為何我要選擇這個不歸路呢？

我只不過想找個依靠，難道這也是可望不可求的嗎？

我看清了。現實的這一切只不過是個虛假的幻影。我只不過想找個接受真正的我的地方，難道，有這麼難嗎？為什麼我一定要做別人想要看到的？我只想做個單純的自己。難道做一個真正的自己有罪嗎？為什麼就是沒人接受我呢？如果說人生注定找不到歸屬，那我寧願做一個自由翱翔的老鷹，自由自在的飛，不用受到這一切的束鎛。我累了，我厭倦了。

我不想一輩子活在別人的期許里。我們一定要過著這麼痛苦的生活嗎？為何別人就是無法接受我。不管是課業，交際，家庭，甚至朋友，我都累了。這一切一定得這麼過嗎？

一個真正的歸屬，到底存在嗎？我們活著到底是為了夢想，為了自己，還是為別人呢？難道就沒人看的出我為了妥協，已經付出這麼多了嗎？到底一個真正的歸屬有這麼難嗎？

如果人生注定一切都是場夢，那我寧可在最絢麗的時候死去。這樣我也省得這一切得迷惘。

我累了，我倦了。為什麼一個歸屬會這麼難找？我就是被排斥，不管在什麼是上都是這樣？

天灰灰，雨濛濛，我的心也愈來愈灰......

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上午 1:41,
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Hello,today was last day of EOY (woots!)

Haha so today was our FO.

So after waiting for ken and zhaoyuan for their wayang kulit we went to Jurong point and met up with Alicia corliss yixin chenfang and rachel. Haha then we went searching the mall around Jurong point. We entered this food court with all the Ex food. then we dicide not to eat there. So we went off then Chenfang Saw her senior. then she was like ahhh!!! so loud that i tot someone was murdered. then she was like covering her face then her face was turning all red like tomato. Then we were like interoegating chenfang wad happened. Then she was like nothing la. my senior veri scary.

LOL so time came to Lunch and we were having lunch at mac. then the girls was argueing to see who sit beside me. Please lor i got so scary meh? then i ordered mega mac and ate. then it was kind of diffiuclt to eat then i eat until veri disgusting. Then people around me look so disgusted. zhaoyuan was like 我這一生第一次對署條感到如此厭惡 cuz i was dripping my bread crumbs all over the french fries. Then in the end a lot of ppl lost their appitide. After that we went to arcade to take neos. Then at around 2 chenfang left cuz she nid go early.

Then after that we were playing this erm game. (i dunno wad it is called) just that the disc like plastic ball keep flying off until v. funny. it first hit ken's ermherm, then hit mine, then made me tear my pants (from laughing too much cuz the disc was behaving v funnily) then it hit alicia's lips and her gum started bleeding. Then we were like OMG!! then yixin gave alicia's some tissue. Then we went to toilet to clean up.

Then we were touring around for stuffs then at action city we stop fr veri long then i bought some present. Hahha then we were like strolling around and then we decided to watch movie. We were orginally planning to watch Cloudy with a chance of meatball but then in the end we decide to watch haeunda- the deadly tsunami. Then during the movie at the part where many people sacrifice their life to fulfill their duty or for their love one to survive, yixin was crying. she was like 一把鼻涕一把淚. then zhaoyuan was like laughing at her. Then we like left the mall. and went home
Today Fo was actually quite fun la. hope next time can have another FO! =D

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上午 5:44,
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2Juicytoresist <3<3<3

Reading blogposts.

Really feel very sad by the fact tat 2J is splitting.

Think about the day we meet, the funs we have, the laughter we have as a class, the joy and friendship we have with each other. Really, it is the best experience ever. The many friendships we have with our friends and cliques. Even though we might have clique. 2J is always united when it come to class affair. We might have not like the person, but we will realise we will still miss the person even if they are gone from the class.

This two years, they pass so fast. Now in come to the time to say goodbye. I cant bear to separate. We are one class afterall, and our heart will always be together. We might not have liked a particular person, but we are still a class. Without anyone of us 2J'09 is never complete.

Do treasure the last few weeks. We are left with one month and 1 week, minus EOY and promotion day and Marking day we are left with pathethic 4, 5.

Sigh... Why must it be like this :/ 2J'09 Share so many memorable experince.....

We cheered each other on when we are sad. We laughed with each other when we are happy. We shared joy with each other when we achieve somethings. This bonds, this times, they can and will never be forgotten.

It is the class that we became close to. We are familiar with each other's face, cca and every habbits. Even though the habbits may not be good, it is still something tat made each 2J'ians unique, and something that we thank each other for.

Dont split us. dont let us separate.

2JuicytoResist, a legacy, a class forever <3

i dont want to separate.....
idont want too....

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上午 5:12,
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Best bdae ever! :D

today is my 15th bdae! Was really touched that so many ppl rmbr my bdae! :D

Received countless happy wishes from 2J'09 :D and Spirits! :D
Thanks so much!

Hahah received present from Yixin, Corliss, Alicia, Waikit, and zhaoyuan (with quite a lot of ppl)

Due to the screwed blogger, pics cant be uploaded -.-

but then i shall tell u all wad they gave me :D

a veri nice card with a lot of FO neos was given by yixin :D
haha. 對於你的祝福我真的很感謝﹗對於你的忠告我絕對會警惕在心的。的確我希望我們永世都是最好的朋友﹗ 真謝謝你﹗

3 cool badge from Alicia and Corliss and Ken! :D
"I am not fat, i am just fluffy" My favourite quote!
"This is a stupid yellow badge" A nice color badge!
"If you are reading this, you are too close!" Zhaoyuan say this is his favourite LOL

A nice unkown anime necklace from Waikit with a super nice wrapper :D
Omg the wrapper is damn nice! u all shd have seen it! CUTE BEARS!!!! :D

and the last and most unique present i received so far!
A toppingless pizza from zhaoyuan and gang who ate my topping
he wrote a speical message for me too. LOL the lack of topping made the pizza rather bland and tasteless but it is the thought that count. lOL XD

Thanks a lot :D hahaha
and also thanks a lot for bdae wishes from the whole spirits :D, everyone of 2J'09 ;D and shermeen and mr allan ho and wan eu and sylvia and jia wen! :D hahahaha thanks :D

The best bdae ever :D

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